Recent Thoughts

November 1, 2017

The Dragonfly’s Shadow

The dragonfly’s shadow rests on a rock in the creek twitching beneath the breeze as if the two were somehow connected.   Through its translucent wings I look back in time and see eons of granite placed lovingly in this spot by winds by waters by gods.   Its still there as I painstakingly write and rewrite this ode my only worry on such a glorious desert day.   And now finally from zero to sixty in no seconds it zips into the water and swims upstream.  

Kirk Merlin

 
October 31, 2017

Each Rectangle Tells a Story

the same

they say

but each rectangle tells a story.

Though their grandparents built the Great Wall

these here bricks lie prone

timid

unable to repel even a midget Mongol horde.

 

They sit here

beneath my feet

waiting to be trod upon.

 

Their story is a peaceful one

asleep at the Snowbasin

Mountain Resort.

 

Awaken!

Arise!

Commerce cannot sit still.

Sections of it have been rebuilt

re-told.

It’s for tourists, of course.

For education.

 

There’s even an alpine slide

they say.

 

It’s up at the Great Wall of China

they mean

not at the Snowbasin

Mountain Resort.

 

Kirk Merlin

 

About Kirk

KirkMerlinAhlberg

I am Kirk Merlin Ahlberg, son of Richard Paul and Marilyn Husby Ahlberg. Grandson of Pearl and Oscar Husby, Eunice and Merlin Ahlberg. Great-grandson of Alfred & Mary Ahlberg, Iver & Ella Iverson, Ole & Mary Husaby, Alfred & Clara Loken. My ancestors came to the USA from Norway and Sweden around the year 1900 AD.

I was born into the suburbs of Minneapolis, MN where I was circumcised and programmed by corporate radio & television, sugared cereal, one-size-fits-all government controlled education, and the polarizing us vs. them tribal worship of regional sports teams.

Since 2015 I have been consciously debugging my own cultural and familial programming, trying to find the real Me that got burdened from birth by conformity and fear.

These are some of my thoughts.

 

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